Well that didn't take long. I knew I'd be waking up and regretting posts eventually, but within hours? Honestly I only deleted it in embarrassment of my over use of the word "fully". I don't fully, I do fully. It was a confused and poorly written little post and didn't deserve a spot here on Filterless Vixen. I would like to think that nobody is reading this so that I can be completely honest and just let it all out. My mind is a mess and it is blocking my creativity. I use love as an excuse not to find it, and I can't find a fluid stream of thoughts. My heart is suffering from a nasty case of A.D.D. crossed with neglect issues.
In no way do I want to sit here and make people sad for me. I want to work it out in my head and get over this silly funk I am in, because I like to be happy. I like to see the bright side and share it with the world. There is so much love out there you just have to know where to find it. So fear not! This will not be my place to bitch and whine about how awful my life is, (well i will be bitching and whining on occasion, seriously who am I kidding?). My intentions are to invoke all emotions! This blog will not be defined by its emotions :) (yes I used an emoticon in my blog, feel free to judge me, I would). On that note, its time for breakfast on this rainy saturday morning. Todays album suggestion would be The garden state sound track, and my movies suggestion is Willy Wonka and the Chocolate Factory, (yes the old school Gene Wilder one, no offense I love TIm Burton, but his did not hold a candle to the original)
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